Thursday, October 22, 2009
enough is enough...
jgn terbawak bawak....
i'm controlling each time...
u must try to understand the rest....
its not just about you...
focus....
i don't even know you anymore...
my silence does not mean consent....
i am trying my best to be patient....
don't blame anyone if you were to lose anything...
you reap what you sow....
spoke at : 10/22/2009 08:10:00 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Ok, its way overdue but who cares...
China was way more funn then i expected....
have to admit, was kinda skeptical about goin at first for fear or being left out or mite not be able to converse with them...
but Eunice and Siti were so damn happening.....
for a few moments, i swear i forgot we were working....
why can't all work be this fun...
despite the scorching weather, its was damn fun....
food, some i definitely miss... blueberry portugese eggtarts from KFC..
room with a great view all to myself... unlike the other two..
hehehe
wouldn't mind doing it again.... and again.. and again..... heee
Genting, another highly anticipated event of the month...
all was well... most of it...
overcharged Kenny Rogers,
tempers flared and subsided in an instant
fun fun time...
ultimately all was good.. not great.. no fantastic...
we coming back to GENTING in DECEMBER....
no more fasting month.... hurray!!!
School or not, we will come up with a super dope item.... (i hope)
KL next weekend....
yeay!!!
wow... i have lotsa great thing ahead....
and planned.... hahahaha
wohoo....
no other thots for now.... soon yea..
i have a suprise coming up soon... hehehehe
spoke at : 9/19/2009 03:05:00 PM
updates yaw...
Dance
super bummed abt MDIS Dance Fury being cancelled....haiz
DCOH auditions went pretty well... nt our best but hopefully enough to get thru to the next round... *crosses finger*
Show at Tampines One Official Launch today at dusk... no idea y its called that coz it was opened like way back... but its a private event.... at the rooftop/sky garden(watever its called)... n pyro involved... whee....
ok thats all...
but i suddenly feel like talking more...
so here goes nothing...
before you read on, this will prove to be a very contradicting post... so stop right there if are not into all this crap...
Many people ask why am i still single???
i do not believe in marriage/romantic relationships. period.
i never wanna be in one...
i never wanna get married.
i never wanna have kids.
y???
i just don't believe in it..
But hey, that doesn't mean i dun support frens and family who are in love or married or getting married.
in fact, i'm so happy for them...
up till today i still can't find the right words to explain y i feel as such...
some of u will say, "he might change his mind one day.."
i don't know if i will but as of now... nahh...
i've friends who used to feel the same way as me abt this matter... about having kids... but all of them changed their mind once the "right" person comes along..
i'm happy for them... fo shure...
but this is what confuses me.... what is the definition of "right"?
hw do u know if that person is Mr/Miss "Right"??
hw long before you decide that person is the "ONE"??
everyone's intrepretation is of difference....
hey peeps, dun start questioning urself and ur relationship based on this post...
its just my point of view...
i'm happy the way things are in my life right now...
i used to have a terribly hard time figuring out why frens will rather spend more time with their partners then their frens.... but i've gotten used to it and is totally fine with it right nw...
to say i understand, i don't... but i've gotten over it....
so yea... i'm not anti-relationship... i just don't believe in it for myself...
Who needs a lover when I've got FRIENDS......:))
THE END......
feel free to comment....
spoke at : 7/17/2009 07:53:00 AM
its that time again... for updates!!!!
Sick is BACK!!!!!
all 6 will be in action soon....
yeah!!!!!
i hv never blogged about Sick for fear that it won't last....
but what the hell... i feel confident enough to do it nw... so yes....
here goes...
For almost 1 year, i have been apart of this AAAMAZING crew and its high time these ppl get the love and credit (i feel)they deserve....
Lets start with the one and only Mazlan aka Mazie, the brains of the crew.....
i have seen him in 2004 and i swore NEVER to dance with him... 4 real....
but well i'm glad i did....
his groove is fantastic....
his choreography... SUPERB....
been dancing with him for 4-5 yrs nw... and he never fail to help me improve and impress me....
as a fren, he is SICK....
Funny, bimbotic, idiotic at times.. but dun take all these as stupidity..
he is not stupid ok!!!
numerous fights we've had, bt somehw we managed to put it aside.... all in d name of friendship...
any more fights??? bring it on... hahaha... when u see me, bring it... lol..
dancing with him in Sick has always been scary esp when i'm d only other guy..
to live up and match up to his standards is way beyond my league...for nw... (hopefully)
but he has always been humble and never looked down on anyone....
and thank gawd for that....
Ashley Goh aka Sabariah, the heart of the group...
versatility is the name of her game.....
smallest in size but never in talent....
my coffee club buddy.... *PS, we shld visit them very very very soon*
admin girl, super organized, super busy....super patient hence the moniker...
the one i can share evrything with without feeling insecure or afraid i might say the wrong things...
logical, matured, intelligent....
Renni aka Ghetto Black (Skinny) Girl...
from my student whom my first impression is super bad in the beginning to becoming my favourite...
this girl's journey is what i would call a "Cinderella" Story...
youngest yes, insecure yes, paranoid yes.
FUN, CRAZY, WACKY... definite yes... especially if you put her, mazlan and mel together....
super proud of her.....
Melissa Sailla aka Mel "Bapok" Model
MJ's song Black or White, renni and her are the best models for that song... heee
gorgeous, talented too(hv u heard her sing??)....
Strong in character, however sometimes to strong... haha
i hated her when i 1st saw her.... coz she always disturbed me...
bt hey, i guess what they say is very true..NEVER Judge a Book By Its Cover...
Last but definitely not least, Rahila aka TOMATO Reella
another first impression mistake...
used to call her "Klempek" behind her back..
buts she turned out to be one great friend...
Phenomenal dancer with powerful stage presence....
although bimbotic at times, she is sensible when the need arises.... hee
When you join a competition, of coz u wanna win...
but wif Sick, i dun mind losing...
as long as i know we did our best...
very politically correct but i guess i mean it from the heart...
no matter hw much we get pissed off with each other in terms up irritating-ness, punctuality, distraction and all, we always manage to put it behind us and be happy...
u might always hear me say "I Love You"... but when i say it, i always mean it...
and yes I LOVE MAZLAN, ASHLEY, RENNI, MEL & REELLA....
I LOVE SICK...
so watch out for Sick..... we're making a comeback.... very soon....
spoke at : 7/02/2009 03:29:00 AM
boy, have is never felt this much regret....
after a day or two of reflection, i did come to a realisation....
there's nothing i could do to change it...
blame myself is all i could do...
i was rude... i was crude.... i was wrong....
thats my downfall....
i'm at my wits end.... i have absolutely no idea what to do.....
laugh it off???check...
cry it off???check...
pretend it didn't happen??can't....
i care too much to let it slip....
i still don't know the outcome till now...
its true what Heidi says "one day you're in.. and the next day you're out..."
suddenly i m not looking forward to Monday.....
Ego always gets the best of me.....
I'm sorry.....
spoke at : 6/17/2009 04:30:00 AM
